Tuesday, January 31, 2006

HaVe YoU eVeR fAiNtEd BeFoRe?

It was one of the strangest weekends i ever had, i was totally fine last thrusday, i went to meet a friend of mine and to play with her little baby, it was a great night:) then i woke up on friday with a tough cough felt like knives cutting my chest and horrible pain in my ribs , couldn't leave the bed but still couldn't sleep coz i didn't feel that any position is comforting Urghhhhhhhhhhthen fever, then shiverring then feeling its so hot then its so cold then i could see my dresser full of drugs and antibiotics that i took to fight the cold but heh i never got better to wake up on sunday feeling worse, didn't go to work, then i stepped out of of my bed to go to the bathroom then the pic started to be blurred and then Moooooooooom, then i felt my body hitting the floor............i never knew how it might feel having no strength or feeling like a thing when threwing it from the balcony or towards the floor!, i didn;t feel the pain of the hit (thank god) but i heard my parents running , and i heard them trying to hold me back to my bed and to wake me up!!!!! my eyes were closed i couldn;t even open themthen i found myself on my bed and i started to wake up , i was sweating like crazy and i was so hot ,despite the weather was so cold!this incident happened twice yesterday, yeah twice and it was strange at that moment of falling i felt as if i am losing the power gradually from head to toes , so well organised as if its a line of electric power supply that is being cut!at that moment ( the 1st fainting experience) i thought i was dying ,coz i saw nothing, had no power or precisely started losing my power and as if i was watching my self falling slowly and gradually and there was that feeling of fear, i never thought i was afraid of death! but it turned to be that i do!!!also with fearthere was that question that urged into my mind, " will it be heaven or hell?" then the darkness prevailed...

Saturday, January 21, 2006



Free
What goes through your mind?
As you sit there looking at me
Well I can tell from your looks
That you think I’m so oppressed
But I don’t need for you to liberate me
My head is not bare
And you can’t see my covered hair
So you sit there and you stare
And you judge me with your glare
You’re sure I’m in despair
But are you not aware
Under this scarf that I wearI have feelings, and I do care
So don’t you see?
That I’m truly free
This piece of scarf on me
I wear so proudly
To preserve my dignity...My modestyMy integrity
So don’t judge me
Open your eyes and see...“Why can’t you just accept me?” she says“Why can’t I just be me?
” she saysTime and time againYou speak of democracy
Yet you rob me of my libertyAll I want is equality
Why can’t you just let me be free?
For you I sing this song
My sister, may you always be strong
From you I’ve learnt so much
How you suffer so much
Yet you forgive those who laugh at you
You walk with no fear
Through the insults you hear
Your wish so sincere
That they’d understand you
But before you walk away
This time you turn and say:But don’t you see?
That I’m truly free
This piece of scarf on me
I wear so proudly
To preserve my dignity
My modesty
My integrity
So let me be
She says with a smile
I’m the one who’s free
lyrics: Sami Yusuf & Bara Kherigi
You Are a Boston Creme Donut
You have a tough exterior. No one wants to mess with you.But on the inside, you're a total pushover and completely soft.You're a traditionalist, and you don't change easily.You're likely to eat the same doughnut every morning, and pout if it's sold out.
What Donut Are You?

Friday, January 13, 2006

well today in the morning i was switching between the channels, then i found
" my best freiend's wedding " on 2
anyways i really love that movie and i keep watching it whenever i find it , i don;t know for how many times i watched it!!! and still it touches me always ,the same scenes and the same tears! despite nothing perosnal relates me to the story!( may be my mood!)
so just thought of sharing this with you......

JUST THE WAY YOU LOOK TONIGHT

Some day, when I'm awfully low, When the world is cold, I will feel a glow just thinking of you... And the way you look tonight. Yes you're lovely, with your smile so warm And your cheeks so soft, There is nothing for me but to love you, And the way you look tonight. With each word your tenderness grows, Tearing my fear apart... And that laugh that wrinkles your nose, It touches my foolish heart. Lovely ... Never, ever change. Keep that breathless charm. Won't you please arrange it ? 'Cause I love you ... Just the way you look tonight. Mm, Mm, Mm, Mm, Just the way you look to-night.

Monday, January 09, 2006

You Are a Feminine Beauty!
You Are a Feminine Beauty!
You make any guy feel like a man, simply by standing next to himYou have a classic womanly appeal - and you've got a look for every occasionThis doesn't mean that you can't kick back in (designer) jeans and sneakersYou just prefer to be girly and sweet as often as possible
What Type of Beauty Are You?

Sunday, January 08, 2006

***Your Passion is Purple!***
You've got a ton of passion, but you don't always wear it on your sleeve.If something truly excites you, you let your inner intensity shine through.But otherwise, your passion tends to morph into energy ... which you never lack.You're a balanced woman, knowing when to turn on the fire in your heart.
What Color is Your Passion?
Guys Like That You're Sensitive
Guys Like That You're Sensitive
And not in that "cry at a drop of a hat" sort of wayYou just get most guys - even if you're not trying toGuys find it is easy to confide in you and tell you their secretsNo wonder you tend to get close quickly in relationships!
What Do Guys Like About You?
You are Milk Chocolate
You are Milk Chocolate
A total dreamer, you spend most of your time with your head in the clouds.You often think of the future, and you are always working toward your ideal life.Also nostelgic, you rarely forget a meaningful moment... even those from long ago.
What Kind of Chocolate Are You?
You are a Lavender Rose
You are a Lavender Rose
You represent love at first sight and enchantment.
Your vibe: intense and intriguing
Falling in love with you is: deep and meaningful

What Color Rose Are You?
You Are A Lily
You are a nurturer and all around natural therapist.People see you as their rock. And they are able to depend on you.You are a soothing influence. You can make people feel better with a few words.Your caring has more of an impact than even you realize.
What Flower Are You?

Your Life Path Number is 4

Your purpose in life is to build your vision.

You are practical and responsible. You work hard, knowing that there are no shortcuts in life.
You work for a better life for yourself and those you love, but you are not an idealist.
Trustworthy and honest, you also demonstrate great courage. People can count on you.

In love, you are a loyal and committed partner. You are the ideal spouse.

You don't give up easily, and sometimes you can be too stubborn and unwilling to change.
You also can be too conservative at times. You sometime miss out on good opportunities.
Also remember that not everyone can work as hard as you, as disappointing as that is!
What Is Your Life Path Number?



well i was never a poet, but i used to wonder at school time why most of my friends ;specially our teenage time , they used to write poetry and express their feeling on paper but i never did ...heheh never understood why, but they always showed me their work and i was that good listener as they say...
anyways but the miracle happened once and i have one little tiny winy poem and to tell u the truth i like it till now....

so i thought of sharing it with u :-)

here you go.......




Where are you my love?
Where are you my man?
Aren't you going to come?
To save me and take my hand
Aren't you going to come?
To take me in your arms
To make me feel the warmth
The warmth of your eyes
Those eyes that surround me everywhere I go
The warmth of your eyes that saw me through
The warmth of your smile which is so tender
Which whenever I' m sad I must remember
That smile that makes the world so kind and tender
The warmth of your hand that wiped my tears
The warmth of this hand that removes any fear
The warmth of your heart and your soul
That each says hey you own my all
And always say go achieve any goal
And you will always find me behind you to support and console

so where are you?!